Today i was put on a low dose of Prozac by my pschologist for anxiety problems. Its half normal dose because of my body weight and its a 2 week trial to see how it helps me.

So far, im on pill 1. Ive noticed changes in my mood already. And i am very enthusiastic about stuff at the moment, probably caused by the hopes that i will get over my anxiety problems.

I was viewing my gallery and my pictures and they look completely different than i thought they did before. No really, they look the same but for some reason i look at them more positively like..."hey this doesnt seem so bad". or "DO i really look like that?"

Its like my perspective of things changed with just that one tiny pill.

I cant wait to see the effects of taking the medication for long enough to actually change my ways. Will they be good changes or will they be bad?

Will i be inspired to try out art again? Will i gain concentration and be able to actually take it seriously?

So far, life isnt that bad.

(even if its one pill, thats one step towards finding the answer)

Also i keep having a sudden urge to shout random things, a result from one of the effects it has. Bursts of Energy.

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Also dont worry, im already aware of the dangers of taking any anti-depressents and anxiety meds. I wont overdose or abuse them.
This medication is one step forward of changing my life around, and i would do nothing to lose this chance!

People are skeptical on so many levels about relying on medications over than getting over it naturally. But trust me, ive tried to get over it natural and nothing has helped thus far. I am of course tryin to get over anxiety the best i can through regular visits of a pschyologist and yes i have improved from that but if i want to continue living without any issues or struggle with bills i need to get a job and i need to do it fast. Medications will assist me greatly.

Please wish me best of luck